December 2011
18 posts
I need that one thing
Right now on the way to my beautiful friend. It’s going to be us two this new year’s eve and I’m really looking forward to it! Sitting on the bus and I’m a Little bit terrified. I have a fear of being on a bus I don’t know anything about. Where I’m supposed to go off and stuff like that. But I’ll be fine. Eventually! I will spend this day with someone I...
Dec 31st
Dec 28th
Top 5: Liveconcerts
Jack’s Mannequinn.  Andrew McMahon is a genius. He’s real, somehow, and I think that would show amazingly live. The lyrics, the music. Undescribable. Scouting for girls. I reckon that their music is live-music. When I listen to them I always feel like standing up, jumping and singing along in a park in England, with hundreds of other people.  Rihanna. Because she’s...
Dec 25th
Dec 21st
better than i know myself
I was supposed to do something, but I don’t remember what it was. The Christmas concert at school today was amazing. The feeling, the people, the music. I’m so proud, if I’m allowed to be. It’s like my heart’s bursting with love.   Beautiful people. I shed a tear or two.   You are not for me. I finally know what’s right and it’s not you and me. Thank...
Dec 21st
Dec 18th
You know who you are and I mean every word
I write you from this grounded airplane  I wonder how you’ve been and where you are  A letter to the one who slipped away  A letter for the things that never start  Oh my imagination’s running wild  Guess I’ve missed you from the day we first met  Crazy, this fascination makes us sound  Like a twister in my mind  Restless dream we left behind I never will forget  It’s...
Dec 16th
I lied. I don’t want to lie. Especially not write a lie, because words are the truest thing I have. I’m not fine, I just wish I was. Kind of ‘fake it ‘til you make it’. I’m a mess and my biggest wish right now is to sleep and not wake up until everything is over. I want to write something beautiful but due to lack of inspiration, there will not be anything....
Dec 14th
i'm not feeling sorry
Horrible day. Failed at math-test, everything just vanished. Probably failed at history too. I cried in school.   I’m fine now, I reckon. I’ve got amazing friends. I miss someone. Want to get to know someone. It’s a mixed up, messed up, muddled up world. 
Dec 14th
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Dec 11th
“I’m gonna marry the night I won’t give up on my life I’m a...”
– Marry the night - Lady Gaga
Dec 11th
Dec 10th
Dec 10th
crash my party
I’ve had an brilliant evening with two close friends of mine. Sometimes you need to let it go, and get a little out of it. Thank you, you’re amazing. 
Dec 9th
Dec 9th
“We got to get a little out of it to get out of it sometimes, tonight I want to...”
– Out of it - Jack’s Mannequin
Dec 9th